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Tag Archives: Pain
Figure It Out
So I feel better now, at least physically. Emotionally, not so good. I’m starting to think that he’s phasing back out of wanting to be friends again. There’s been no contact today or yesterday, except for a couple of replies … Continue reading
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Tagged Avoidance, Confusion, Expectations, Feelings, Friends, Pain
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We talked today at work and we are never going to be getting together. And not for the reasons I was thinking. He would be expecting a lot, and some of it seems really unreasonable. Things like, I wouldn’t be … Continue reading
Too Much
Oh, my god, this feels more real every second and my heart is breaking.
“The Trouble Is, You Think You Have Time”
We are no longer friends. He finally realized what I’ve been contemplating all along, which is that I am damaging to his life. And I can’t even be mad about it, because he is right. I don’t know how to … Continue reading
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Tagged Expectations, Fault, Friendship, Honesty, Pain, Sadness, The End, Think before you speak, Undeserving
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Happiness and Freshly Styled Pain
All is not lost. But some is. We just talked for three and a half hours. Which is actually about the average length of our phone conversations. So, clearly, we’re still friends. I need to work on what it means … Continue reading
Lesson Learned.
It looks like it’s over. He doesn’t look at me the same. He actually didn’t even say good morning to me today. He said the opposite of love is apathy and whoa, don’t I feel his apathy today. I didn’t … Continue reading
Feel the Pain
Thanks guys, for liking my posts. It (sadly) brings me a little joy to know someone is getting something out of my misery. And I am miserable. Funnily enough, I got a lot done just now because of how infuriated … Continue reading
What the fuck am I doing? 