Tag Archives: Expectations

Personal Growth and the Resulting Goodness

Posted on April 1, 2013 by riseandrun84

So I just finished washing my hair and I’m about to get ready for bed.  I really should be packing my gym bag instead of writing this, but I figured I’d post, even though I don’t have a whole lot … Continue reading →

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Figure It Out

Posted on March 31, 2013 by riseandrun84

So I feel better now, at least physically.  Emotionally, not so good.  I’m starting to think that he’s phasing back out of wanting to be friends again.  There’s been no contact today or yesterday, except for a couple of replies … Continue reading →

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“The Trouble Is, You Think You Have Time”

Posted on March 24, 2013 by riseandrun84

We are no longer friends.  He finally realized what I’ve been contemplating all along, which is that I am damaging to his life.  And I can’t even be mad about it, because he is right.  I don’t know how to … Continue reading →

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Well, I feel like I am definitely going to be able to stop worrying about him now.  He fucking took me to task today for stuff that I’m not even responsible for at work.  And he was a real asshole. … Continue reading →

Posted on March 21, 2013 by riseandrun84 | Leave a comment

Backsliding

Posted on March 19, 2013 by riseandrun84

Today was better than yesterday, that is for sure.  A downside, however, is that I’ve been prone to fantasizing today, mostly that what I want is true.  And each time I think about writing about it, I don’t really know … Continue reading →

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I ran four miles today!  And I didn’t stop at all for the first 3.15!  That’s the best I’ve ever done. People think I spend tons of time working out but honestly, most of the time, I laze my way … Continue reading →

Posted on March 10, 2013 by riseandrun84 | Leave a comment

Today, I was thinking about how maybe if he doesn’t want to be in my life, then maybe he wasn’t a friend after all.  Which is true and not true.  It’s not like I was being a good friend and … Continue reading →

Posted on March 5, 2013 by riseandrun84 | Leave a comment

So Pissed, You Can’t Understand

Posted on March 3, 2013 by riseandrun84

I am angry with myself right now.  Extremely angry.  I fucking had him.  I HAD him.  In the beginning, I HAD HIM.  He wanted me.  He did.  And then I became comfortable with the idea that he wanted to be … Continue reading →

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